haha... this is a blog.. i dont know what i'm doing, so this is up on this website twice i guess.. haha who knows

yes, i went up today to. and it was so good. i went up on saturday, and its been like what.. 3 days and she just seemed better today to me. she was so happy to see us ,i could tell. i just love that girl haha. . i love seeing her... seeing her just looking at me and smiling. knowing that its me... and i know she does. i talk to her about everything.. i want to tell her so much more. i can't tho.. but i just want to have my daily chat with tori. where we just talk about everything. eachothers problems, boys, dance, girls haha. everything. i was able to talk more normal today... just how i normally would and she just laughed along with me. i love it. we told her how we made fun of her in tap today cuz when we would improv she would always clap and like.. fly her arms haha its the greatest. .and we told her that and she just smiled and laughed. cuz she knows she did do that and haha.. yeah. i know she can hear us. ahaha she woudln't just smile like that. this visit was great. and i know she loves us. when we walk in and she just crys.. she misses us. and i miss her so dang much. i can't stand it. i just want her to know im always there for her. i wish i could just get one of her big hugs i always got. i just wanna give her a great big one. and have her laugh and just talk to me. ask me questions.. everything. today. .she was tryin to sit up.. tim said she was showing off haha.. but i just wanted her to sit up.. jump out and come play with us haha. and of coarse shes showing off.. shes come so far.. heck i would be to haha. well. yeah. i just love seeing her. it just makes my day. she is doing so good. i'm so happy. i jsut love how when we go tim is so dang cute with her. he makes her so much happier to see us cause he makes he excited and tells her were comin. i just love that guy. and maria.. its just like seeing our tori. ya look at her and ya gotta double check. and they act so much alike. i like being around them. they just make me feel better. if i cant always be with tori.. i would want them. there the next best thing to her. i love you guys. thanks for letting me just come up there to see tori. i love that girl.

mckenzie lambright :)